Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Lately: Fall, rising to the winter

It's a point in time in which I am waiting. Not just waiting, but also preparing. I look forward to the point at which I can do what I love to do, however I need nothing but time between now and then in order to facilitate the resources that allow me to commit to this love. I stick to the grind, as it's all that I can do to connect these two places in time, however I know little of how this is all going to work out.

I  haven't been out much lately, only taking in a few shows in the city. When I get back to Whistler I slip into a mode of working and training, easily forgetting mental development as a priority. In the city I forget to train. I like to go Vancouver and walk with my friends in neighborhoods  we know better than anyone. We talk and observe what happens around us and it is a very easy way to go through a day.

All I can do is try my best, however if this is me doing my best, then I fear for a life of mediocrity. I'm happy enough right now, but without days of passion and adventure this time seems to lack something. I don't spend time thinking about skiing either, even in Whistler it seems to far off to be worth yearning for. All I'm doing is waiting.